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Before you came, I was like a lost soul

Always searching for something or

Someone to make me whole

I’ve searched everywhere till I found my way to you

Only then, I felt a love that’s true.

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I can’t even imagine what my life was before you came

Coz everything with me now is not the same

Everything with me now has changed…

I couldn’t explain why but I start to feel so strange.

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At first, I tried to ignore what my heart is crying

I laughed outside but inside, I’m dying…

Trying to fight something I can’t do without

Trying to fight the fear that you might shut me out.

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I shut my eyes so that I wouldn’t see

Painfully, I embraced all the hurt you’ve caused me

I know you never meant to, you just didn’t know

So I always forgive you before the pain start to show.

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I don’t want you to know I’m hurting

I was afraid you would find out I was yearning

Yearning for more but I wasn’t so sure

Except that I’m loving you, more than I did before.

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I took whatever you could give, whatever it may be

I fear so much that you might reject me

I just can’t hide the fact that

I more complete when I’m with you

And when you’re gone, I feel lost, wandering through.

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I was happy with what you could give

It may not be much but I finally have a reason to live

I now have a life, so few but I’m whole

To make you happier, is engraved in my soul.

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Though I can not make you happy, as much as I want to…

I can not promise you the moon and the stars but I’ll always be true.

Never doubt my love for you, you may not see it,

But it’ll always be there… I promise to always be fair.

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Now that we’re in this together…

I’m hoping all these would be forever

If that’s too much to ask from you, just tell me so

If it would make you happy, then I’ll let you go.

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Though in my heart I know that

Letting go is the easiest promise to make…

Once I try to… It’ll be a promise I soon would break.

Because I know that’ll be such a big mistake.

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I would still find a way to give this another chance

Loving someone like you would only happen once

I don’t think I would ever find the strength to live alone

All my life, nobody ever had the chance to call me their own.

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But only with you I gave myself and my heart

And took the chance of have it broken aprat

It’s all worth it, no matter what the pain

When I said I love you, it’s a love that’ll always remain.

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I’ve finally come to terms that pain comes with loving

Painful as it is, it’s the road I’m taking…

Each moment I spend with you, I will never forget,

Through all the pain, not once did I regret.

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No words can ever express

all the feelings I have inside of me

I may not always be able to show it

but I’ll try to make you see.

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I’ll always love you with all the love inside my heart

My soul always knew it’s always been you right from the start…

I just didn’t know which way to go 

Until my heart screamed that I should follow.

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It was only with you that I know worthy

All the pain and the hurt I used to ignore…

Because I’ve never loved like this before

I cannot explain but I know the feeling’s here forever more.

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Please just be patient with me…

I’m still learning to know

It’s gonna take a little time for me to grow

But if you are willing and able to wait,

Then together we shall start tomorrow is never too late.

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Until then, I can’t wait to live my life with you

And share the love we have that’s ever so true

…I’m not holding back anymore, I’ll let it all go

I’m giving you my heart, my life, my soul

Because I love you so.