10.11 PM
5.16.2012
i guess there comes a day
in your life when you can say
that you’ve had more than enough
and that no matter how tough
you may be…
you have got to be free.
.
that is what i’ve had today
a harsh reality that i cannot stay
though i promised you i’d be yours
and love will always be my greatest driving force,
i wish to put an end to the pain
and close my heart again.
.
i have loved you… i always have
thats never gonna change, my only love
but its time that i should go
and for you to also spread your wings and go.
if you need to fly as high
reach your dreams and aim for the sky.
.
we have a once in a lifetime heaven
and all the chances we were both given
but sometimes i guess…
as much as we try and be the best
its just never really enough
once chance at love would’ve made me tough.
.
as much as i want to stay and be true
to the promise i made with you
i love you too much to not let you see
that your happiness means the world to me.
and i would rather give up my own
to see you happy, i could be happy alone.
.
even if our hearts have never let us down
i should let you fly as i wander around
with my heart crushed and an empty eyes
that would defeat all my crooked lies
because the truth wouldnt matter anyway
i have to let go, or i wont last another day.
.
i know our love have found their wings
that led us back to our own beings
our love has done us so much
but once again… we are perfectly mis-matched
i love you beyond reason can see
and your love has led you back to me.
.
but i guess we just couldnt have the perfect time
even if your soul has always been with mine
it would hurt so much, i could barely let go
we are meant for each other.. that we know
it may take another lifetime for me to find
what you and i will always leave behind…
.
you have no idea how hard this is
and i know i will forever yearn this
but sometimes, i know when to let go
because that would be the only way for me to show
how much i love you… and if you will come back to me
our hearts will find their way…
one day… maybe…
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