alone…LESS IS MORE. sometimes, we live in a world full of people but have never felt more alone in our lives. we seek out the company of others but have always known that something is missing… its the saddest way … Continue reading
i tried doodling while talking to someone who was telling me his troubles… my heart was in pain, i felt his pain, i was uneasy….. i thought i was detached… so i started doodling… and i found it to be a very very calming output …..i kind of got the hang of it…. loving the colors and getting lost into another world i create… where i could make the trees purple or the sun or the clouds orange…
some of it are my heart speaking and soul whispering…. it looked like a kids drawing and my daughter loves it… this time, she collects my doodles and stick it on her walls the same way i do with hers… it is very very calming to the soul… 
and i get to think better.. alot of “a-ha” moments pops in..
today, i opened a new account for my paypal… i had the old one closed so that i would only have to manage a single account… while waiting for my card, i thought to myself…. well, its too bad coz then his account number and mine won’t be equals to 3. check Previous post : synchronicities
but when the lady from the bank handed me my new chequebook, there ….the account number is …..33xxxxxx930 —– and… that is his birthday. i thought to myself… goosebumps! and when i mentioned it to him… he was amazed and said “no way” and then airily ….he simply just added…. i told you.. we are already a done deal… it is written in stone. — [so sure of himself] — ♥
It simply is amazing! Nothing tops that!
Amidst all the pain, I always know there is beauty behind it. All I know is that, little by little, things will finally fall into place. I believe that Love alone is enough to fight whatever battles we are faced with. When our hearts are closed, we almost forget everything else. We only think about our own desires, and maybe sometimes, we can’t help but feel a little sad, melancholy…. but that sadness is a welcome pain because then, I know that my heart is open. Continue reading
