a mother’s love go beyond
a story to remain untold
the love that can hold the world
inside for the daughter to behold,
…
little ones would soon grow
and we know when its time to let go
let them live the life they feel
sometimes may it be against our will.
…
but to let them live and be
we give them the highest love
should we ever try… set them free
and that would be the best they have.
…
freedom to live a life so vast
beyond out control…
something we have to let pass
let them be… let them taste it all.
…
to shield them, we dont allow
to let them feel it all somehow
let them take the risk, let them taste the plight
even if we have to.. let them try to fight.
…
respect their choices
and let them try
to listen to their own voices
and hear their own cry.
to go against it…
is like living but wanting to die.
….
we gave them life…
we gave them love
its time to give them the best
that they could ever have…
…..
and that is to live.
to the fullest.

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musing:
i am all for the freedom of my kids. it may seem irresponsible and illogical sometimes but i believe and i feel in my heart that for me to be able to let them live a life worth living, (like me) i have to be strong enough to listen and laugh at other people’s scrutiny. hahahah… at the end of the day, there is nothing worst than to hear some kid complain about their parents… and i believe that my kids are all understanding and supportive and way mature than other parents. (mAybe even more mature than me??)

i believe in my heart, my irresponsibilities are misunderstood for the fact that i am truly blessed financially when it comes to the basic needs. i know that when all needs are being met there has to be a bigger thing in store for that person. i know too for a fact, that responsiblities or not,… i can rise up to the occasion..

we are here NOT to make a living… but to simply LIVE.