Category Archives: a lifetime ago.
missing you.
loving thoughts of you
are the only thing that gives me hope to face another day.
sometimes i would just write everything away
and hope that somehow…
through the magic of our love,
it might reach you and you might hear my plea..
[love letter] Continue reading
chance.
Whatever happens will happen
But it did not and thank you once again,
I would’ve taken you away….
Far more than i could say
You had your chance but you blew it all away. Continue reading
say goodbye.
february 1998
my dearest love,
i always find myself,
waking up at the crack of dawn
though i try to think of something else,
…just thoughts seem to go on and on. Continue reading
twenty five.
I’m twenty five, with a kid
I should be content but still in need
I’ve had an extraordinary life and yet…
It’s something that I wish to forget. Continue reading
never say goodbye.
good-bye… such a sad word
so easy to say, so hard to walk away
good-bye… i dont think it is ever easy to take
and face the day with endless ache. Continue reading
a day. a lifetime.
Believe me, I tried to stop myself,
But my heart couldn’t do something else
Except to love you more and more
I’ve never fell for someone like you before. Continue reading
memory.
I wasn’t ready to face myself… My other self
The one who used to live there feels like someone else
So carefully, I climbed up the closet,
Grabbed my memory box, so that I would never forget.
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strength to heal.
i hope i could be wrong… i wouldn’t know what to do
the only thing i’m sure of is how i love you
even if I may show it in a different way
I couldn’t find the right words to tell you
how much I wanted you to stay. Continue reading
a letter revised a year after
To my future ex,
As we reach the first year of separation,
I want you to know
that I am grateful that you asked me to leave
the house in a few hour’s notice because
then I wouldn’t be where
I am now if that never happened. Continue reading
your “love”.
I must choose between my freedom and “love”
I’m torn in two coz both, I couldn’t have
Freedom—for me to do everything I wish to do
But lose the “love” I have in you. Continue reading
my star.
i look up to the dark blue sky
and down again with a sigh…
hoping that somewhere there’s a special place
where I could see you again, face to face.
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i never knew. [2002]
I never knew I would miss your voice so much
The sweet sound of my name is like your touch
But you moved on and not let me know..
I must forget you now.. there’s nothing I can do.
It just hurts so much… I never knew.
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time machine
Once again… You took me back in time
You and me under the sheets
Our bodies totally inclined
So in sync from head to our feet. Continue reading
l o v e … 1994
My body tingles, I begin to shake
All barrier between us start to break.
Just to have your arms touch my body
I’ve never known to feel such ecstacy
You take me up, you make me high
When we make love,
You make me me scream and reach the sky…
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i love you forever. [1998]
i love you forever. [1998].
