We spend our whole life searching
For our one true love
And we also have to accept our fate
That to wait forever is just never too late Continue reading
life is a paradox.
Category Archives: heart’s journey.
little voice.
I thought I had lived
I heard a silent scream inside
That I wasn’t really alive
And I might as well be dead.
Said a little voice inside my head. Continue reading
journey back to you.
journey back to you.
Everyday, we go through life
We wear a mask and live with strife
A make believe that we are real
Down to the core, down to what we feel.
But in moments of solitude,
Even when everything is the way it should
A silent whisper speaks to us
Saying… this is not gonna last
A whisper so silent, so brief yet serene
Has caused us to feel something within
Fear, hopelessness, sadness and fright
We live in a tunnel… hoping to catch a light.
But we give in only to fear
And ignore that one little whisper so clear
We put on the mask, again and again
Only to yearn what was way back when.
We journey back in time… back to our childhood
Memories that all was just too good
And the longing creeps in, and so we think
Those days are gone in just a blink.
The mask we wear would soon unveil
The yearning that we try so hard to scale
So we live a life that is masked and a lie
We live a life… but inside we die.
It is never too late to live a life filled with joy
It takes tremendous courage to leave our ploy
But if we step up and try to be true
We journey back… you journey back..
To the real you.
the quest for true love.
we are all searching for the one thing we deprive ourselves of… because we are afraid of being vulnerable. of being innocent, of being a child… whose heart’s been broken for the first time..
but it was the only time when we truly felt alive. pain is never enough for me… i now know… in all my adulthood…. the greater the pain, the sweeter the joy…. and i would always give my heart another chance…
fairy tales do come true…. if we hold the pain until it embraces us and it will be a part of us …. becaue that will always be the reminder that joy is just around the corner.. and love is still alive…
no turning back.
there is no turning back now
now that we have each other somehow
…..
sweet reunion.
its seems like yesterday,
i saw you took off to some place far
and i got lost along the way
i often wondered where you are.
i never thought i’d see you again
when i left, i took your heart with me
and kept it hidden then
locked it safe along with your memory.
i tried to live but i felt dead
when you were gone,
i tried to love again but insteas
….you were and are still the one.
a hug to share, i couldn’t care
i miss the way i touch your hair
this is great… time never passed
i have proven now our love will always last.
this is home… this is you and me now
decades of life and yet somehow
they years apart we learn to strive
only now we really feel alive
sweet reunion…
you and me..
on a street…
we meet…
and it took us to heaven
and then……
forever is a place.
i will always remember this day
when time is endless and no words to say
i am blessed to have felt this way…
love never left… it always stays…
and thats when
forever becomes a place.
i want to hold you and stay with you
and shower you with a love so true
you are a blessing… i am blessed too
we love a love that they cannot erase
and that is why,
forever is our place.
lift.
when we love, we love without conditions.
we give whatever we can
because that’s where our light comes from.
it doesnt diminish us
even if we’ve been hurt in the past
because when we give, dont forget
there wont be any regret.
when time comes that we’ve been lifted up
be thankful for all that you got
and when someday, they realize
how much fire in your eyes
that they light up the world…
with your treasured heart of gold.
the pain, we lose
the lessons we keep…
and love again…
to be able for us to lift.
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when you love someone. there are no need for words.. when they left. know its not about you. its about them. there are just things that needs to be taken care of. and when they come back, and you’ve gone far…. the only way to go higher… is to help …. and lift them up…
forever.
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my dearest love,
this is me and you
in timeless love and life
we laugh at the journey
that started with strife…
but when love and forever
was all we had to remember
…..
love is the only reason
why we breathe so much passion
and yet as calm as the sea
peaceful as the valley
and flowing as the river are we
when you and i are together…
our world become so much brighter…
….
this is you and i in timelessness
this is you and me….
in one of the thousand sunsets
that together we will blissfully
share in the days to come…
you and me… together
…. love has the power
for us to have this altogether
and live it forever….
you will always be my one and only love.
forever yours ,
-me
catching up.
when we were young,
all we wanted was to grow up
it was a song the heart sang
and it never stopped.
and now that we’ve grown
we live a life we’ve never known….
we meet people an lose them
others we keep, some we grow apart
but the best friends we’ll always keep
are the ones who touched us too deep..
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carved.
you and i… we live to be
together til eternity…
our life have mapped us
way back in the past…
and when we had it then
apart and all wasn’t even
what we yearned…
our hearts have learned.
we had so little… but now
love is everything somehow
lets go back to simpler times
when our life was like a melody
from the loving chimes
of the love that you and me
have carved in a tree…
and in our hearts.
highschool.
i am an artist.
i used to say… i am a daughter i am a friend, i am a wife i am a sister, and a mother… i used to be that… in my old life. but when things beyond our control happen … Continue reading
happy place.
when sad… we all have our happy place. it’s not literally a place we go to. its a place we get into. memories, dreams… or that special person you hold close in your heart… we can’t really call it our … Continue reading
doodles week 2
week 2 on doodling…. i cant get enough of this! 
food for the soul….
still using crayons but i sometimes mix pastels too.
poetry in motion.
i pray to never run out of words…to be able to show the world how our love has transformed what once a cynic, now reformed. though there are probably not enough to describe all the love i have for you … Continue reading
sacred.
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i just did this …. for almost 4 hours… i was feeling uneasy when i started doodling… so i just kept going.. not knowing what to make… and this is what i came up with. i believe that this is … Continue reading
the world in her hands
with love, we have everything.
drawn to ask.
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek,
and ye shall find; knock,
and it shall be opened unto you:
Matthew 7:7
when i was a child, i always used to love to color. i wanted to draw but i was too frustrated everytime because i couldnt put in picture what i wanted to. i could make smileys, stick figure and a hut and a coconut tree… then… just very recently, i have discovered so many wonderful gifts that the good Lord has blessed me with. i doodled… i had my kid’s sketch pad and crayons in my room. by some force, i took it from her a few days earlier and just left it lying around my room. while i was on the phone with him, and he was voicing out his current woes, i wanted to be there …right beside him. but since i knew that he would rather be alone, and i on the phone…. i wanted to send my love… so i doodled hearts… then… i just kept doodling the next day…
and i didn’t know how i did it, but i started doodling dreams, memories…. [that i cannot take photos of...] and it just sort of flowed…. my hands were floating like someone was doing all the strokes for me…
it feels so good! i used to think that it would take alot of miracle for me to draw. although a part of me always thought that if i can write… then i could also draw. there has got to be some way… then this is what i came to believe:
i believe that if we open our hearts to God’s wonders, nothing is impossible. My reunion with my first love is a miracle that all was well…. To feel the same feelings 15years ago…that has got to be the biggest miracle i have ever had in my life… God is simply amazing. and all the time when we have given up on ourselves, all we had to do is really just ask…with all our hearts… because we would be given it. I know in my heart, that all these pain sometimes… I have somewhat asked for this.
I prayed for wisdom and He leads me to the right books, articles, blogs…
i asked for inspiration. – He gives me heartbreaks and sends me back in time
I asked to know more of God,- He gives me miracles.
I asked to know more of myself and to push beyond my limits.- He lets me go beyond my “border”
I asked [and i dont mean to be disrespectful, by ask... i mean to pray...] ….i
asked that He show me how it is to live to the fullest and to reach for my full potential.- He sends me to the right people who i can learn something from and practice values— [i never thought i would have..lol]
I prayed –religously that I fulfill my purpose in this lifetime and find meaning in my life. — then with that… i am currenty praying for discernment.
and get this: i prayed last October 2011 that I may find the right person for me. who can dance with my soul and forever have and feel the bliss that would give us the inner peace having found each other and that would help me find my purpose and his as well. the person who gets me.. who is also as crazy as me but accepts me and gives me the freedom to be who we really are. and….BAM!!! after 3 days, like a slap on my face He led me to him.. HE led me back in time. and boy! am i too frustrating to love!!
I have my digital posters, dried flowers, photography, printabilities,
and the closest to my heart and soul…. my writing. and now…. doodling.
I know I can come up with something that I could put all these together soon. and i can almost feel that my dreams are finally coming to reality very very soon…. the book i have envisioned when i was young… is a very personal one. with hand drawn illustrations… and i guess that is probably why i have been putting it on hold, although i knew i was going that way… it still didnt feel right at the moment. but now… OMG!!! I am so freaking out because I know… it is really really near… I will know very very soon.. nevertheless, just playing it by ear and going with the flow,
ALL IS WELL WITH MY SOUL
-OSHO
alone…LESS IS MORE.
alone…LESS IS MORE. sometimes, we live in a world full of people but have never felt more alone in our lives. we seek out the company of others but have always known that something is missing… its the saddest way … Continue reading
doodle.
i tried doodling while talking to someone who was telling me his troubles… my heart was in pain, i felt his pain, i was uneasy….. i thought i was detached… so i started doodling… and i found it to be a very very calming output …..i kind of got the hang of it…. loving the colors and getting lost into another world i create… where i could make the trees purple or the sun or the clouds orange…
some of it are my heart speaking and soul whispering…. it looked like a kids drawing and my daughter loves it… this time, she collects my doodles and stick it on her walls the same way i do with hers… it is very very calming to the soul…
and i get to think better.. alot of “a-ha” moments pops in..
i believe in you.
it just takes some time,
until everything would be fine
and no matter how you see the world,
i know deep in your heart,
is a treasure better than gold. Continue reading
if these walls could talk.
if these walls could talk are
wall candies and a
pocketful of sunshine on your walls….
digitally handcrafted with love. Continue reading
miracle.
touch my heart and only see
good things and be free
from all the thoughts
that the heart forgets Continue reading
60 Tiny Love Stories to Make You Smile
Today, my 75-year-old grandpa who has been blind from cataracts for almost 15 years said to me, “Your grandma is just the most beautiful thing, isn’t she?” I paused for a second and said, “Yes she is. I bet you miss seeing that beauty on a daily basis.” “Sweety,” my grandpa said, “I still see her beauty every day. In fact, I see it more now than I used to when we were young.” MMT Continue reading
how i got my love back.
stay with me, though i may appear grown up
i am still your little girl… who loves to sit on your lap
sing me to sleep with your wonderful oldie lullaby
and wipe my tears when i would cry. Continue reading
another reason.
◦are there any more beatings that you need to unleash?
◦to put to stop to the never ending questiion
◦maybe soon, i may have the answers
◦but for now… you are just another reason.
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here again.
i’ve been down this road before
i cant remember when
but its all too familiar
i know… i was once here then. Continue reading
live.love.believe.
life will always be my greatest passion
love would fuel me as i go through the journey
to be so much better each day and season
evolve in to who i am and live with authenticity
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how i come to love the beast in me.
REVISITED:
3.33 am
i am a lover of life. and i have come to love every bit of pain, because it is basically what fuels me to learn and to grow. and to appreciate all the good things that life has to offer…
i think its ironic how it is for me. either i love love or i tend to numb myself
“i would rather hurt than feel nothing at all” – Lady Antebellum[need you now.
“I stay because I am too weak to go. I crawl on because it is easier than to stop. I put my face to the window. There is nothing out there but the blackness and the sound of rain. Neither when I shut my eyes can I see anything. I am alone…There is nothing else in my world but my dead heart and brain within me and the rain without.”
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in harmony.
A restless soul will never ever be at peace
… Life is full of riddles… its always like this
Until the heart accepts the truth
And the soul would always yearn
For what we had in our youth. Continue reading
new age fairy tale.
but i chose to live my life….
with a love that would never stale.
when i chose to live…
my new age fairy tale.
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synchronosities. [333]
i look at myself in the mirror…
and i am filled with horror
at what i have become…
because i desire nothing
but the only one…
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