We spend our whole life searching
For our one true love
And we also have to accept our fate
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life is a paradox.
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little voice.
I thought I had lived
I heard a silent scream inside
That I wasn’t really alive
And I might as well be dead.
Said a little voice inside my head. Continue reading
restless soul
all these time, I was living a superficial life
I wasn’t made to be just a trophy wife
Day in, day out… I longed to be completely whole
It just wasn’t enough for my poor restless soul.
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[our] love….work of art.
and as the pen moved through
the whispers of my heart
the most beautiful thing we have ever made
is to make our love … a work of art.
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i danced in the rain.
On a quiet Saturday afternoon, I watch the rain
Listening to the gushing sound in my window pane
I want to hold it dear… and embrace
And feel the raindrops falling on my face.
It isn’t always gloomy when the clouds are grey
Rain seems to always wash away
And your heart now believes
As it cleanse dirt on the leaves.
For every rain, there is something in store
Raindrops falling… same as before
Wind blowing leaves in all directions
Let it fly away… crashing in intersections.
Rain only falls …. From up above to the ground
And yet no matter how strong it may sound
Play it in your ear and listen to nature’s music for once
Stop. Think. Close your eyes, feel it and dance.
It seldom rains on a Saturday afternoon
Embrace the music and dance to the tune
There is nothing better than to feel
Raindrops on your face… so swift and still.
Never let this pass… the chance to know and feel the rain
Open your heart, your mind and for once be insane
Simple things, simple pleasures for my soul
To dance in the rain, it is never impossible to reach my goal.
Go out, and open your doors…
Rush to the road and gallop like a horse
Sway with the leaves and feel no shame
When you dance in the rain,
You won’t ever be the same.
Raindrops hang on the balcony
Like little silver balls on a Christmas Tree
One start to fall from its place
Another one is falling… they leave but replaced.
Rain is just one of life’s simple forms
To help us get pass our storms
Someday, one day soon… the world will know
How I danced in the rain… Even in pain
Only then… I start to grow.
Falling down, getting back up, red petals and thorns
Raindrops and roses… Life’s little adorns
That’s how I knew I have lived when I found joy amidst the pain
A priceless experience as my heart borns…
A soul, a life… when I danced in the rain.
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time. (2013)
time flies so fast as much as i wish to let it stand still i cannot let it pass all i can do is hold on to what i feel. hold it close to my heart feel every second and … Continue reading
behind.
the year has passed by so quickly
yet it always almost seemed like yesterday
when you smiled at me
and swept me away.
i can remember every minute that we shared
when you and i finally declared
how we still feel even after all these years..
the pain… the love… its all worth the tears.
everyday, i cannot believe how blessed i am
how our love have become
time, distance is nothing between us
because our soul know our love will last.
the year we both shared together
could never measure up
the the 15 years without each other
i can feel we would have forever.
i have never felt this alive
and you have let me reach out and dive
to a love that has led me to find
myself, my soul.. and
the heart i thought that left me behind.
10-8-2012
5am
my dearest love,
its been a year. a year that has finally kept my heart and soul alive. its been a year and we still have each other. just you and me. in our bubble.. only this time, our bubble has allowed the real world in. real problems that we know we can rise above. i want you to know that i would always stay with you. through thick and thin…
your love has led me to push myself beyond my limits and do things i never thought i was capable of doing all my life… your love has opened my soul and reached out for the core of my being and create pictures that speak of love and poems that spell nothing but the love we have for each other and the love that we are.
my love has made you see a different side of life. that is the only thing i can offer you.. a smile inside your heart when things aren’t going our way… it is the only thing that my heart is capable of giving. it is the only thing that i know will go a long way. a smile in your heart to fulfill all your heart’s desires.
it will always be just me and you.
just us two…
(carrie & big)
….. just like you said.
forever yours,
~♥
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little love cradle.
rock my love, back and forth
and take me up north
take me down south
and slowly kiss my mouth.
i dream of you… and i see
vista is a reality
as we sit side by side
and open our hearts wide
you and i, our love rocks
back and forth our hearts
will jump over the hurdle
as we share a world
….a little love cradle.
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journey back to you.
journey back to you.
Everyday, we go through life
We wear a mask and live with strife
A make believe that we are real
Down to the core, down to what we feel.
But in moments of solitude,
Even when everything is the way it should
A silent whisper speaks to us
Saying… this is not gonna last
A whisper so silent, so brief yet serene
Has caused us to feel something within
Fear, hopelessness, sadness and fright
We live in a tunnel… hoping to catch a light.
But we give in only to fear
And ignore that one little whisper so clear
We put on the mask, again and again
Only to yearn what was way back when.
We journey back in time… back to our childhood
Memories that all was just too good
And the longing creeps in, and so we think
Those days are gone in just a blink.
The mask we wear would soon unveil
The yearning that we try so hard to scale
So we live a life that is masked and a lie
We live a life… but inside we die.
It is never too late to live a life filled with joy
It takes tremendous courage to leave our ploy
But if we step up and try to be true
We journey back… you journey back..
To the real you.
crazy. beautiful.
the wind gets crazy
but the field remains creamy
grasses that are calm and steady
greens that give the world such beauty.
the tiny fragments fly in the air
sometimes, life couldn’t be so fair
but all remains cool and i dare
dance while the breeze touch the skin i wear.
life is a dance
and love is the romance
i should never pass up this chance
to live a life… with the one i loved once.
love. the greatest driving force
In my secret haven…
I hid behind the shadows of yesterday
Myself… I have never given
The choice to let my heart lead the way. Continue reading
let our love.
let our love be
as strong as the tree
even if the leaves may fall
together, we stand tall
and when the flowers
may wither…
let our love blossom
even in winter.
let our love be
the language of our hearts
the weapon of our soul
that strengthen us
when faced with a hot coal.
let our love be.
forever.
like the tree.
for all eternity.
sweet reunion.
its seems like yesterday,
i saw you took off to some place far
and i got lost along the way
i often wondered where you are.
i never thought i’d see you again
when i left, i took your heart with me
and kept it hidden then
locked it safe along with your memory.
i tried to live but i felt dead
when you were gone,
i tried to love again but insteas
….you were and are still the one.
a hug to share, i couldn’t care
i miss the way i touch your hair
this is great… time never passed
i have proven now our love will always last.
this is home… this is you and me now
decades of life and yet somehow
they years apart we learn to strive
only now we really feel alive
sweet reunion…
you and me..
on a street…
we meet…
and it took us to heaven
and then……
forever.
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my dearest love,
this is me and you
in timeless love and life
we laugh at the journey
that started with strife…
but when love and forever
was all we had to remember
…..
love is the only reason
why we breathe so much passion
and yet as calm as the sea
peaceful as the valley
and flowing as the river are we
when you and i are together…
our world become so much brighter…
….
this is you and i in timelessness
this is you and me….
in one of the thousand sunsets
that together we will blissfully
share in the days to come…
you and me… together
…. love has the power
for us to have this altogether
and live it forever….
you will always be my one and only love.
forever yours ,
-me
mom and child.
a mother’s love go beyond
a story to remain untold
the love that can hold the world
inside for the daughter to behold,
…
little ones would soon grow
and we know when its time to let go
let them live the life they feel
sometimes may it be against our will.
…
but to let them live and be
we give them the highest love
should we ever try… set them free
and that would be the best they have.
…
freedom to live a life so vast
beyond out control…
something we have to let pass
let them be… let them taste it all.
…
to shield them, we dont allow
to let them feel it all somehow
let them take the risk, let them taste the plight
even if we have to.. let them try to fight.
…
respect their choices
and let them try
to listen to their own voices
and hear their own cry.
to go against it…
is like living but wanting to die.
….
we gave them life…
we gave them love
its time to give them the best
that they could ever have…
…..
and that is to live.
to the fullest.
——
musing:
i am all for the freedom of my kids. it may seem irresponsible and illogical sometimes but i believe and i feel in my heart that for me to be able to let them live a life worth living, (like me) i have to be strong enough to listen and laugh at other people’s scrutiny. hahahah… at the end of the day, there is nothing worst than to hear some kid complain about their parents… and i believe that my kids are all understanding and supportive and way mature than other parents. (mAybe even more mature than me??)
i believe in my heart, my irresponsibilities are misunderstood for the fact that i am truly blessed financially when it comes to the basic needs. i know that when all needs are being met there has to be a bigger thing in store for that person. i know too for a fact, that responsiblities or not,… i can rise up to the occasion.. 
we are here NOT to make a living… but to simply LIVE.
catching up.
when we were young,
all we wanted was to grow up
it was a song the heart sang
and it never stopped.
and now that we’ve grown
we live a life we’ve never known….
we meet people an lose them
others we keep, some we grow apart
but the best friends we’ll always keep
are the ones who touched us too deep..
———
once upon a dream.
in a world
filled with so much hate
there’s a place
that was made by fate.
love is our destiny
should we ever set our hearts free
and make this a reality
in a world
where nothing is what may seem…
you and i forever…
once upon a dream.
playing with abundance.
the art of gratitude
brings us steadfast gifts
and life is all good
as we sail on our ships.
we learn to take the chance
and play with abundance
how precious life is
if we look with our hearts
we only have inner peace
the way its meant to be from the start.
life is all that we love
and to love would be a gift from above
little do we know
slowly, we start to grow
life’s magic lights and manifests
only our hearts can see how we are blessed
and so we smile and learn each day
we sing and we grasp on the chance
for us to grow… each step of the way
as we all learn to play…. with abundance.
leap.
we went over
a tiny hurdle.
we cant let it
get in the way
of a love so sweet.
you and i…
we can always defy
tiny obstacles
we just gotta try…
and step up high
till we can almost
touch the sky.
lets do the shift…
our spirits we lift
and we soar high
to a love that would never die.
you jump, i jump
and ease the bump
on the ride of our life
….where there wouldnt be any strife…
lets go to the other side
where the unknown is unfamiliar
open our hearts wide
and our love, is all we keep
baby… come with me…
let’s do a giant leap.
ever after.
and so she cries
so silently that even she
couldnt hear and lies
so no one would see.
to have alot and yet
still feel so empty
blaming others she regrets
the sadness from her own misery.
taunting others for being happy
judgement arised so endlessly
how she thinks… its just too devious
so well she hid…
her motives werent too obvious.
a princess. she will never be
because her heart is made of steel
they just feel sorry
that she couldnt even reveal.
her real feelings and jealousy
of something that she never got to be
a princess, a love, a memory
of what life has to offer
squared and boxed
masking deceptions matter….
to be real or not to be..
all about an ever after.
i am.
i am loved. i have love
i have everything blessed from above
joy that i cannot hoard
so i try to spread it all over the world.
the world that i am sitting on
will live forever long after i’m gone.
this is all too real…
i laugh, i cry.. and i feel
i know love is all we could ever have
and there arent enough words…
with love…
i am sitting on top of the world.
——
our world babeee…. 
i am an artist.
i used to say… i am a daughter i am a friend, i am a wife i am a sister, and a mother… i used to be that… in my old life. but when things beyond our control happen … Continue reading
poetry in motion.
i pray to never run out of words…to be able to show the world how our love has transformed what once a cynic, now reformed. though there are probably not enough to describe all the love i have for you … Continue reading
once again
things they say happen for a reason
and there isnt anything we can do
what’s meant to happen must happen
and we hardly have a clue.
but we can choose to learn
from the past that scarred us
And maybe learn to forgive
and teach our hearts to believe.
once again.
deep scars that are hardly healed
takes alot and hard to reveal
so much time have passed….
so many masks we have to peel.
once again.
maybe the heart whispered love
maybe the soul it was a gift from God
love and all that goes with it
heartbreak… pain and defeat.
once again.
i can forgive a million times
my heart can only do so much
and when we cross the lines
we lose a part of us… and inside we are out of touch
once again.
i never asked for anything from you
i only asked you to always be true
to yourself, to your heart, just be
….because love is betrayed painfully.
once again.
ever since.
i guess you will….
because i know and i feel
i wouldn’t care how you are
you will always be my shining star…
the same boy i fell in love in my teens
our hearts are made for each other…
ever since. Continue reading
magical saturday in July.
its almost six in the morning…
on a beautiful saturday in July
but there is something i’ve been missing
and i cant help but let my heart fly
….soaring high in the sky
soaking wet from the raindrops that fall
melting from the love that i call.
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i believe in you.
it just takes some time,
until everything would be fine
and no matter how you see the world,
i know deep in your heart,
is a treasure better than gold. Continue reading
slowly i let…..
and i slowly allow the tears to fall
really slowly down my face
trying hard not to stop them all
the bittersweet taste fall from grace. Continue reading
little piece of heaven.
when i think of you
whether a memory or a dream
i see a magical place
where love flows like a stream.
dandelion and lavender grows
over the creamy meadows Continue reading
morning mist.
I love the morning smell
when the sun meets the earth
it makes my heart swell
and i forget whatever hurt.
The morning aroma lets me see
that new hope awaits so beautifully Continue reading
we’d have it all.
who knows what tomorrow brings
it comforts me that you and i sing
the melody as calming as the rain
breezy like we were young again. Continue reading
miracle.
touch my heart and only see
good things and be free
from all the thoughts
that the heart forgets Continue reading
war for love.
let this be not the last time
that i cry in my pool of tears
even if my heart became weary and tired
to lose the feeling is my greatest fear.
let this not be the last night
that i sit in my on sorrow
that would give me hope to fight
as the day brings a new tomorrow. Continue reading
