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past is present.

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this is what yesterday’s article from higher awareness subscription was…

THE PAST IN THE PRESENT

“If you accept a limiting belief, then it will become a truth for you.”
– Louise Hay

Pick one aspect of your life, e.g. your health, your competence, your prosperity or relationships, and think back to when you were a child. What messages about this subject did you hear from adults at that time that are still playing on your subconscious tape recorder? Messages like: “Men can’t be trusted.” “Money doesn’t grow on trees.” “You’re not smart enough to succeed in business.”

How is your world reflecting your beliefs back to you, today?

“There are no limitations to the self except those you believe in.”
– Seth

http://www.higherawareness.com/

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a wonderful sunchronicity since i posted the money on trees at the end of the rainbow a few days ago… and i drew this again, while waiting for a friend yesterday… lol

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money does grow on trees… the sales i would make from my book …. does come from trees.. the paper, the pen i am using, the pencil i use when i draw… what else? it may not be that literal but… it does grow on trees… wouldnt it be great if the leaves were currency? hahahha…. oh well… i am content and fine … all needs met but everywhere i go, and almost everyone i talk to are in dire need of cash. its a problem… sure… but its not as bad as an issue. and when i tell them to tap into their creativity, and just not obsess on not having enough of it… because it the problem jusy dissolves by itself.. they look at me like a “leprechaun”…. works for me… cant see why it shouldnt work with anyone else…
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i am grateful for everything… small things, big things…. new, old… friends and partner that keep me sane and still love me even when insane…
grateful for my writing, sketchpad, laptop, ipod, pencil, sexuality, inspiration, beautiful house and room with acres of unused green lots as neighbors with the sunrise ….and the next room with the sunset… (which i made into a studio—yey!!) ….
i have so much to be grateful for. a happy disposition and healthy well being to be able to think calmly and be able to detach from material things and people freely. money is just money… its a tool. i think we’d be living a sad life if we put it on top of our list ….
nevertheless, id be happy to have plenty given the chance to be able to “buy” everyone around me’s well being ….. and be stress free. :-)

there has got to be more in life and to life than that….

last but not least…. grateful for were spared from the devastating flood, love, inner peace and love for life and guts to play with abundance… grateful for being weird… better weird than uptight…. whatchuthink, beautiful creatures? :-) :-)

drawn to ask.

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Ask, and it shall be given you; seek,

and ye shall find; knock,

and it shall be opened unto you:

Matthew 7:7

when i was a child, i always used to love to color. i wanted to draw but i was too frustrated everytime because i couldnt put in picture what i wanted to. i could make smileys, stick figure and a hut and a coconut tree… then… just very recently, i have discovered so many wonderful gifts that the good Lord has blessed me with. i doodled… i had my kid’s sketch pad and crayons in my room. by some force, i took it from her a few days earlier and just left it lying around my room. while i was on the phone with him, and he was voicing out his current woes, i wanted to be there …right beside him. but since i knew that he would rather be alone, and i on the phone…. i wanted to send my love… so i doodled hearts… then… i just kept doodling the next day…

and i didn’t know how i did it, but i started doodling dreams, memories…. [that i cannot take photos of...] and it just sort of flowed…. my hands were floating like someone was doing all the strokes for me…

it feels so good! i used to think that it would take alot of miracle for me to draw. although a part of me always thought that if i can write… then i could also draw. there has got to be some way… then this is what i came to believe:

i believe that if we open our hearts to God’s wonders, nothing is impossible. My reunion with my first love is a miracle that all was well…. To feel the same feelings 15years ago…that has got to be the biggest miracle i have ever had in my life… God is simply amazing. and all the time when we have given up on ourselves, all we had to do is really just ask…with all our hearts… because we would be given it. I know in my heart, that all these pain sometimes… I have somewhat asked for this.

I prayed for wisdom and He leads me to the right books, articles, blogs…

i asked for inspiration. – He gives me heartbreaks and sends me back in time

I asked to know more of God,- He gives me miracles.

I asked to know more of myself and to push beyond my limits.- He lets me go beyond my “border”

I asked [and i dont mean to be disrespectful, by ask... i mean to pray...] ….i

asked that He show me how it is to live to the fullest and to reach for my full potential.- He sends me to the right people who i can learn something from and practice values— [i never thought i would have..lol]

I prayed –religously that I fulfill my purpose in this lifetime and find meaning in my life. — then with that… i am currenty praying for discernment. :-)

and get this: i prayed last October 2011 that I may find the right person for me. who can dance with my soul and forever have and feel the bliss that would give us the inner peace having found each other and that would help me find my purpose and his as well. the person who gets me.. who is also as crazy as me but accepts me and gives me the freedom to be who we really are. and….BAM!!! after 3 days, like a slap on my face He led me to him.. HE led me back in time. and boy! am i too frustrating to love!!

I have my digital posters, dried flowers, photography, printabilities,

and the closest to my heart and soul…. my writing. and now…. doodling.

I know I can come up with something that I could put all these together soon. and i can almost feel that my dreams are finally coming to reality very very soon…. the book i have envisioned when i was young… is a very personal one. with hand drawn illustrations… and i guess that is probably why i have been putting it on hold, although i knew i was going that way… it still didnt feel right at the moment. but now… OMG!!! I am so freaking out because I know… it is really really near… I will know very very soon.. nevertheless, just playing it by ear and going with the flow,

ALL IS WELL WITH MY SOUL

-OSHO

 

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doodle.

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i tried doodling while talking to someone who was telling me his troubles… my heart was in pain, i felt his pain, i was uneasy….. i thought i was detached… so i started doodling… and i found it to be a very very calming output …..i kind of got the hang of it…. loving the colors and getting lost into another world i create… where i could make the trees purple or the sun or the clouds orange…
some of it are my heart speaking and soul whispering…. it looked like a kids drawing and my daughter loves it… this time, she collects my doodles and stick it on her walls the same way i do with hers… it is very very calming to the soul… :-)

and i get to think better.. alot of “a-ha” moments pops in.. :-)