I thought I had lived
I heard a silent scream inside
That I wasn’t really alive
And I might as well be dead.
Said a little voice inside my head. Continue reading
little voice.
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[our] love….work of art.
and as the pen moved through
the whispers of my heart
the most beautiful thing we have ever made
is to make our love … a work of art.
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journey back to you.
journey back to you.
Everyday, we go through life
We wear a mask and live with strife
A make believe that we are real
Down to the core, down to what we feel.
But in moments of solitude,
Even when everything is the way it should
A silent whisper speaks to us
Saying… this is not gonna last
A whisper so silent, so brief yet serene
Has caused us to feel something within
Fear, hopelessness, sadness and fright
We live in a tunnel… hoping to catch a light.
But we give in only to fear
And ignore that one little whisper so clear
We put on the mask, again and again
Only to yearn what was way back when.
We journey back in time… back to our childhood
Memories that all was just too good
And the longing creeps in, and so we think
Those days are gone in just a blink.
The mask we wear would soon unveil
The yearning that we try so hard to scale
So we live a life that is masked and a lie
We live a life… but inside we die.
It is never too late to live a life filled with joy
It takes tremendous courage to leave our ploy
But if we step up and try to be true
We journey back… you journey back..
To the real you.
never never land
off we go…
to never never land
take the boat and row
as we run hand in hand.
when we get there…
you and i can share
a secret bubble
closed only to us
then whisk all our troubles
away to the past…
you be my peter pan
i be your tinker bell
i move and wave my wand
close your eyes…. all is well.
lets go now, come hand in hand…
lets spread our love
all the way to never never land.
ever after.
and so she cries
so silently that even she
couldnt hear and lies
so no one would see.
to have alot and yet
still feel so empty
blaming others she regrets
the sadness from her own misery.
taunting others for being happy
judgement arised so endlessly
how she thinks… its just too devious
so well she hid…
her motives werent too obvious.
a princess. she will never be
because her heart is made of steel
they just feel sorry
that she couldnt even reveal.
her real feelings and jealousy
of something that she never got to be
a princess, a love, a memory
of what life has to offer
squared and boxed
masking deceptions matter….
to be real or not to be..
all about an ever after.
carved.
you and i… we live to be
together til eternity…
our life have mapped us
way back in the past…
and when we had it then
apart and all wasn’t even
what we yearned…
our hearts have learned.
we had so little… but now
love is everything somehow
lets go back to simpler times
when our life was like a melody
from the loving chimes
of the love that you and me
have carved in a tree…
and in our hearts.
God sent.
only the two of us, we have a vow
that forever remain the only drive
the promised that has always been kept alive
the only start of the life that we set
years ago… even before we met. Continue reading
only love.
There is an insatiable hunger
that food cannot nourish
there is a deep thirst
that water cannot quench. Continue reading
for just being you.
and i just want to say…
im really thankful each and everyday…
that when i prayed to be loved so true…
I am blessed for God gave me YOU.
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perfect sunrise.
we would see the most beautiful orange skies
just in time for the perfect sunrise.
as the sun beams through the clouds
like the sparkle in our eyes. Continue reading
[end] fate & destiny.
and time only helped them by chance
to live happily ever after….
live their dreams….under the sunlight’s beams…
time and time again… they had yearn to be found
and share their love and romance….
at least just once.
they will embrace the memory
of a love that they left to fate and destiny.
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fairytale[part 12] i know.
the maiden tried to reply with a yes…
but she couldn’t bring herself for she was breathless
she nods her head and her eyes say it all
i am in love with you… but i am a girl who is simple.
she saw the crest from the pins
and knew he was the prince
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fairytale[part 11] we meet.
wrapped her around like a fragile memory.
they stayed there for what felt like a lightning’s speed
lost in thoughts for a moment’s peace and serenity
together, they held on to what little seed
they had planted a search from the melody.
this is what it feels like… this is what i know
they both thought …. i know i won’t ever let her go….
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fairytale[part 10] they sang.
as the music stopped the leaves continued to fall
one by one ….. it was raining with leaves like the autumn
the maiden couldn’t help but run out of the bush
she had forgotten that there was a man across.
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fairytale[part 9] hum from a memory.
the stallion and the prince began to walk the trail
back to the woods and they began to ride slowly
the stallions’ feet just began to gait
and the prince welcomed the thought to wait.
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fairytale [part 8] mystery.
the maiden who awoke early at dawn…
did her chores and the memory in her mind still played on
sometimes, she’d smile, sometimes she’d cry
it was a memory that she couldn’t deny.
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fairytale[part 7] eyes and heart.
just along the stream where he threw the pebbles
he took a couple and threw it together
that way…. he knew he would soon find her….
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∞ ♥ can move mountains.∞ ♥
fairytale[part 3] find her.
the prince told his men to search for the maiden
she was fair, brown hair and eyes that were like heaven
it was blue, it was deep, sparkly and it shone
like the stars that smiled on their own.
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awake in bed.
i lie in bed and called your name
silently. like a whisper in a rain
i let the tears fall one more time
tomorrow might be better…
it’s an overused line.
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again.
i will love even when apart…
i would still love you over and over
i would still give you my heart… forever
i love you more than i did then
even if you break my heart all over again.
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[freeze] memories.
time and time again
i let our moment freeze
in a heartbeat, i would say yes
and will relieve all our memories.
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lifetime in eternity.
I cant keep wishing back
the promise from long ago
i have to hold on,
i have to be strong
even if it sounds
like a sad love song. Continue reading
[not] meant to be.
[1997] but you’ve gone on with your life
i guess now i should see
…wishfully thinking i would be your wife
are we or are we not meant to be?
[2012] as your loving arms embrace me
that is what feels right
that is what is meant to be. Continue reading
take me. [back]
You and I, in each other’s arms
Just to be safe and warm
♥
Take me back to a place some time ago
To the place where only we know Continue reading
beautiful sliver.
I will always be willing to deny
The truth that forms in your lips to my soul
Will always have a sliver of the whole
A sliver of our dreams, a sliver of our promises
A sliver of time, a sliver of peace
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you’ll belong to me again someday.
every night, all each time i pray
all the things my heart wants to say
i pray… that maybe, just maybe….
you’ll belong to me again someday… Continue reading
what could’ve been…someday will be.
i don’t know what will happen in the future
i couldn’t be too sure
all i know is i’ve never been so alive in years
there may be nothing else… Continue reading
missing you.
loving thoughts of you
are the only thing that gives me hope to face another day.
sometimes i would just write everything away
and hope that somehow…
through the magic of our love,
it might reach you and you might hear my plea..
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chance.
Whatever happens will happen
But it did not and thank you once again,
I would’ve taken you away….
Far more than i could say
You had your chance but you blew it all away. Continue reading
another lifetime.
A dark cloud is hanging on my head
I stay and lay awake in bed
Wind blowing against my window
I let my thoughts wandert as far as it could go. Continue reading
say goodbye.
february 1998
my dearest love,
i always find myself,
waking up at the crack of dawn
though i try to think of something else,
…just thoughts seem to go on and on. Continue reading
twenty five.
I’m twenty five, with a kid
I should be content but still in need
I’ve had an extraordinary life and yet…
It’s something that I wish to forget. Continue reading
