I thought I had lived
I heard a silent scream inside
That I wasn’t really alive
And I might as well be dead.
Said a little voice inside my head. Continue reading
little voice.
Tag Archives: Spiritual
journey back to you.
journey back to you.
Everyday, we go through life
We wear a mask and live with strife
A make believe that we are real
Down to the core, down to what we feel.
But in moments of solitude,
Even when everything is the way it should
A silent whisper speaks to us
Saying… this is not gonna last
A whisper so silent, so brief yet serene
Has caused us to feel something within
Fear, hopelessness, sadness and fright
We live in a tunnel… hoping to catch a light.
But we give in only to fear
And ignore that one little whisper so clear
We put on the mask, again and again
Only to yearn what was way back when.
We journey back in time… back to our childhood
Memories that all was just too good
And the longing creeps in, and so we think
Those days are gone in just a blink.
The mask we wear would soon unveil
The yearning that we try so hard to scale
So we live a life that is masked and a lie
We live a life… but inside we die.
It is never too late to live a life filled with joy
It takes tremendous courage to leave our ploy
But if we step up and try to be true
We journey back… you journey back..
To the real you.
discerned.
a few days ago, i was trying to figure out what to do with the gifts i am blessed with. i had a hard time figuring it out. i cannot start with the UNMASKED project because that is alread the … Continue reading
poetry in motion.
i pray to never run out of words…to be able to show the world how our love has transformed what once a cynic, now reformed. though there are probably not enough to describe all the love i have for you … Continue reading
war for love.
let this be not the last time
that i cry in my pool of tears
even if my heart became weary and tired
to lose the feeling is my greatest fear.
let this not be the last night
that i sit in my on sorrow
that would give me hope to fight
as the day brings a new tomorrow. Continue reading
love’s inventions.
if mr. webster could come up
with words to describe my heart
i dont think there would be enough
i dont think he’d know where to start. Continue reading
the desire to share insight.
what follows the self sabotage, are temper tantrums, hurting another, flipping out, rebellious , chip on ones shoulder, about being willing to truly listen to whats being expressed to you, and through you. a complete and total neglagence towards the love of the being, a disregard for all life as it is, and a simple Continue reading
rain.
there’s something about the rain
that makes me want to sing in vain
something about the raindrops
that just makes my heart pops.
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lock and key.
there is a deep spot in my heart
that i covered for so long
i tried to leave it behind
and loved only with my mind.
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free.
she yearns so deep… even in her sleep
she loves so vast… a love she has learned to keep
she searched for that love, when her heart Continue reading
fairytale[part 9] hum from a memory.
the stallion and the prince began to walk the trail
back to the woods and they began to ride slowly
the stallions’ feet just began to gait
and the prince welcomed the thought to wait.
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eye in the sky.
He is just inside our hearts,
and for whatever reasons when i usually disobey what my heart tells me,
He managed to do things in the most unusual way to smack it right back to my face
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∞ ♥ can move mountains.∞ ♥
again.
i will love even when apart…
i would still love you over and over
i would still give you my heart… forever
i love you more than i did then
even if you break my heart all over again.
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i need love.
If given the chance to choose between
a broken person or a broken heart…
with every beat of the broken piece….
I would gladly choose to have my
heart broken again.
with the only person who is worthy
of me and worth crying for.
a person with the half of my soul…
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serenity.
our first kiss.
as we let the rest of our kisses be
the secret place where we go to
when we long for a moment’s peace
we travel back to
the magic of our first kiss. Continue reading
regret.
…I just want you to know
That you will always be somebody
I would never forget
And now that you’re gone….
I am filled with nothing but regret.
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why.
the best friend and lover whom i have found
a great value of life
now seems to be going away…
if not….. already gone.
why? please someone tell me why?
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[freeze] memories.
time and time again
i let our moment freeze
in a heartbeat, i would say yes
and will relieve all our memories.
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drift apart.
My love will flourish for my soul believes
That sometimes, my mind deceives
My heart into giving up on you
Because my soul tells me that is not what I should do
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embracing heartbreak.
UPSIDES of HEARTACHE
♥ it gives us the chance to reflect on past mistakes, learning to accept and correct it
♥ we come to know more of what we want, or who truly meant alot in our lives
♥ because we have come to accept our mistakes, we learn to break off from the patterns of your past
♥ we make room for change to come…
♥ and with that change, we grow as a person, as a human being
♥ we learn to empathize more with others.
i find solace in the fact that i am alive and i can feel. this is the most beautiful feeling that a person can ever have. because sometimes, it is easier if the other person doesnt want you in your life anymore…
thats not a heart break…
that is us…
as a broken person because the worst heartbreak
one can have is not when the other person doesnt want you.
but it is in knowing that the two of you love each other so much
but just couldnt find the perfect time and place to cultivate that love.
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take me. [back]
You and I, in each other’s arms
Just to be safe and warm
♥
Take me back to a place some time ago
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missing you.
loving thoughts of you
are the only thing that gives me hope to face another day.
sometimes i would just write everything away
and hope that somehow…
through the magic of our love,
it might reach you and you might hear my plea..
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another lifetime.
A dark cloud is hanging on my head
I stay and lay awake in bed
Wind blowing against my window
I let my thoughts wandert as far as it could go. Continue reading
say goodbye.
february 1998
my dearest love,
i always find myself,
waking up at the crack of dawn
though i try to think of something else,
…just thoughts seem to go on and on. Continue reading
without you.
on the bathroom floor,
i can feel your pain
i didn’t know what this was before
until you came back.
when we were apart,
i would sometimes feel my heart
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twenty five.
I’m twenty five, with a kid
I should be content but still in need
I’ve had an extraordinary life and yet…
It’s something that I wish to forget. Continue reading
separate ways.
Dear God, please enlighten his mind
There are so many things that he has yet to find
But most especially please let him remain true
To his words and fill his heart with wonders made by You.
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t o m o r r o w
More than a decade
More than the goodbyes we bade
The feelings we have are bottled
And our story shall remain untold
Until the time is right
Then we shall see the light…. Continue reading
always missed.
time will make this easy
one day soon…. there will be you and me
but for now, I am content with this
though you will always be missed.
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gift of time. living. love. etcetera.
LIFE truly ROCKS!
especially when i wake up in the morning with a heavy heart.
because i know, i have things to do and
emotions to feel and make it into a beautiful poetry
that people can see that behind every pain,
is a rainbow waiting for us…. Continue reading
so near, yet so far.
I travel back in time, and
Move forward toward the end.
But there are still so many things
that are about to unfold,
as the days go by…
There seems to be little tears to cry
I don’t know why.
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